Care-less-ness

Tmr's my last day of work before i go on leave for 2 weeks. Dont think that its fun cz i got a pay cut for the off days. Anyhow, i do look forward to lazing at home. and of course study. I've been really careless these days. I konck my head on the wall (long piak!) as i was walking in Queensbay. I din actually look in front. Was looking down at my diary or something. Then after that, i left my hp at frens shop. Luckily fren's shop leh!! Abo sure hilang liao! Realised soon enough for me to turn back and take. Yikes! I'm really becoming careless and not alert enough. Even drive at slower speed these days (some of u know how i drive la yah *winks*).

I also wondered if i'm feeling too bored with routines. Is there something lacking in my life? I guess i should really think abt it and get things sort out hopefully, during my holidays. Gotta start listing what i should do.

Saturday's Gathering

Here are some of the photos taken on that night. We gathered at Belissa Row's Secret Recipe for dinner at abt 7.40pm. Then we makan makan n sembang til 11pm ppl wanna close d. Then we headed to Starbucks Gurney Plaza. Ppl goin home d we baru arrive.. muahahah! Lepak there til 12 something then me & Zhe left 1st.

Clockwise: Zhe, Wernz, Chris Choo, Mei Mei, Pam & Vyvyan

Clockwise: Zhe, Chris Chan, Pirate, Mei Mei, Pam, Vyvyan & Wernz

I gave a lil surprise to them by bring Zhe to the gathering. No one knew she's back! We even got 2 slices of cake each for Mei Mei & Vyvyan's b'day which is on the next day.

Where's my key?

GOSHH! I couldn't find my car keys this morning when i was abt to leave for work! I searched all my desks, side table, & everywhere i could think of. And then i suddenly remembered that this wasnt the 1st time it happen. Then i went to search for the place that i found it previously. and i did! It's still in my car!!

Luckily my car is parked inside the house. and i have another set of keys to lock it everynight before goin to sleep. If not, one day i might wake up wondering where my car is!

This is like the 5th time it happened. Everytime oso lucky cos i park inside the house. Must must must remember to take my keys! Have to stop being so blurr.....

Gatherings...

So many frens coming back this holiday season. Means meet ups, gatherings..

Tonigh i'm meeting one of my ex-school mate. Havent seen her in like 6 years! We were really close when in form 2. Then when she changed class, we weren't so close anymore. Recently, we got back in touch(thanks to MSN,Facebook & Friendster!), we decided to meet up this evening for dinner at Queensbay. Cant wait too meet up with her!

Tomorrow night, another small gathering among my ex-coursemates from Equator. Will be at Belissa Row's. Hope many will turn up. Excited!

Dec 8th might meet up with few ex-schmate too...some 6 long years din meet. But got 1 wont be back til Jan'09. One of my very best fren! Wua wua wua...miss her very much...! Lots of things wan to tell her! Ok la..that's it for now. Hope to snap nice pictures to post here. Heheh!

Please don't fall sick at the wrong time

I broke my room's door knob laaa...I broke it from the inside. I was locked in! Luckily mum was at home. Else die! Now cannot close d.. Haf to buy new knob to change. I just changed it for like, wat...5 mths? Nowadays things really not lasting. Chiu!!

So-the-bosan this few days. My tummy's still not too well. Everytime i'm sick, sure my gastric prob will come. Count myself lucky this time that i dont need to go to a specialist. =P Dono if it's bcz of the virus, i'm frequently feeling off-balance lately. Need to really watch out esp when driving and going down the staircase.

Hope i dont fall sick on my exams!

Sick at home

I felt so damn cold in the office this morning. Then i felt body aches. I knew those are signs of viral fever. I work for half the day then i took the rest of the day off. Not worth to force myself to work.

So i went home, then went to nearby clinic, bought lunch then went home. Makan n off to sleep! I slept through the whole afternoon but woke up with a headache. ARGH! Then went for dinner, came back n now sitting here blogging.

Was discussing with mum on painting our hse. The ceiling paint are peeling off badly. REAL bad. We also spoke abt if we should renovate the hse or buy a new 1. To me, either i buy a landed hse or i dont move. Y move into a high rise when i have a landed 1? Imagine after parking my car haf to wait for lift n walk before i can reach my hse. Dowan ler..I love having a porch or garage.

Saw a semi-d hse model but its in BM and another at Tmn Keensway. Hope in few yrs to come i can own 1. Or at least a decent hse by the age of 30. Worse to worse, i remain staying in present hse. Man buy hse n car means 'ho liao' then, wat abt ladies? Will be going to the showhouse this weekend. Muahahah!

Monday...again!

Monday's like the most boring day of the week. I jus got back from dance practice at Danzity. That's the only thing I anticipate on Mondays. Me, Elyn n Mei Yin got there early. Lucky for us, Sean & Grace are at the studio. Abo we'll be locked out.
Yes that's us at the studio. Me, Elyn & Mei Yin.

I was kinda disappointed earlier in the day. Was not entitled for co trip. Altho i expected that outcome, but i still cannot help feeling it. Tyring to be as positive as i could. Save the money for my KL trip in Jan, Hangzhou in Feb & (hopefully)Melaka in June. Hoping for more trips tho...Really hoping for Venice or Spain in late 2009 or early 2010. Need to work work WORK & save save SAVE! Work n reward ourselves maaa..hehe!

Saturday

Saturday, went around town with a close buddy. Had lunch at Pulau Tikus coffee shop then we wanted to head to Gurney. They have this new wing open on that day. Before we could even turn into Kelawei Road, there's already a queue in front of the Gleneagles Hosp. We decided to turn into Northam Rd n head to Prangin.


Shopped for a while, I hadn't been doin that for quite some time. X-mas n CNY coming..better start shopping for new clothes..But when i look at the clothes, i feel that i still suit to be in tshirt. First of all, size and of cos my personality. I think everyone will be surprise if i wear slightly formal. Haha! Heels is another thing..i love looking at em. But wear..nono..I tried wearing to office n once in a bluemoon to shopping. Sakit kaki is one thing, but its jus so not me la..I don even make up or do facial after 23 yrs living on earth! Mum's been nagging that i never powder my face. I tak biasa having one layer of thing on my face wat..No offence to lady frens out there k.

Okok..back to my weekend agenda. After prangin, we headed for Naan bread. Havent had tat in like ages!! No one wan follow me go makan that except her. Wahaha!


We headed back to Prai after that.


Night le...went to watch 007 with him. :)

Punya disappointed with the show la.... Effects not good enough. Or am i expecting too much. But anyways, Madagascar 2 is better. Seen it last week. Altho wasnt as good as the 1st one but at least it entertained me.

After that head back home. By the time oso 12something d..Cant sleep so i contd watch charmed DVD series...until like 1 something then i fell asleep.

Better

I tried blogging last night but connection sucks!! So here i am now.

I cried quite a lot but made me feel so much better now. I cool off quite easily. Mum says I dont get angry or upset for long. Still sometimes can feel 'beh kam buan' (i'm human with feelings too).

A soft voice in my head remided me that i need to be a strong & positive person & jus let of the grudge. Can't let my mum see me in swollen eyes. I quickly washed my face & sat in the room doin my usual stuff. Not too long after i saw a msg from a long time friend.

"Wut hppn 2 d girl we used 2 knw? U r nt like tht! U don't cry over jerks. U move on!" her msg said.

I understood what exactly her words meant. Thanks to her, it reminded me of the numerous heartbreaks i had with friends and esp men and how tough i was back then. Thanks girl! You know who u are.

All other friends who concerned, thanks for all the supporting messages left for me at facebook and MSN.

Close Friends Konon!

Close friends! Do they even understood the true meaning of it?

Yes am angry. Altho i just blog abt being hardly angry previously, this time i just cant help it.

I guess i'm more to feeling hurt than angry. I really wanted to confront them abt it. But then again, is there any point to it? They are the way they are. Leave u out whenever they like and come to u when they need help.

I'm the kinda person who doesnt know how to say 'NO'. So i'm always at the loosing end i guess.

I really feel like crying out when i saw their outing photos. Yet the tears wont come out. N i hate crying by myself!

Of cos advice given would be i can find better friends than them. But i jus cant help feeling the stab after so many years of friendship.

Gotta get bac to work. Blog later..

Seen the Angry Me?

On Wednesday at office, for the first time after working for 11 months at this company, few of my colleagues saw me angry for the first time.

I was so mad at this forwarding co's accounts personnel. So impolite and kept passing the line to one another! I nearly lost my cool. If it wasnt bcz i'm calling on behalf of my company, i wouldnt be so patient with them. I guess this really test my patience. I would have gave her a piece of my mind if i was calling for personal matters.

Few of my colleagues was kinda surprise seeing me react like that. They were like 'U can angry 1 ah?', or 'U angry means cham liao la'. HAHAH!! I really dont look like a person who can angry? They havent seen the worst of me yet.

Come to think of it, i cant really remember when was the last time i got really angry to the stage i scold ppl. I think it was back when i was in college. I was so pissed off by some printing shop. They couldnt meet the dateline that i gave them n yet dare try to gif excuses. That was also one of my friends' encounter seeing me sooooo mad. wahahaha! I never walk into that shop again.

Wan to see me real angry not so easy yah?

Starters

For starters, i'm not a regular blogger. This is like my 3rd blog already. The first one...well..decided to put it to a stop cos there was too much sadness in it. I'm a much happier person now. The second one...the address is too long that i decided to just keep it short & sweet this time.

Dont expect too much from my blog yet as i'm very lazy to think of words to write. But i know one thing is whenever i'm angry or upset, i definitely have to let it out in words. I guess that is why my blogs are always full of madness and anger. Well, lets hope this one is more cheerful.